Why does sadness return to me?
when i’m free
and independent
At the moment
The spring gas feels some changes.
I’ll manage
It’s color with an age
with the honor
and secure the place
I love vacations
as they show paths
in the free time
you can also try it sometime
i’m one of those
Who has chosen?
There is no time limit set for the goal.
But I constantly answered the call.
Let’s see how far the country is
and stays
with luck in favor
I take it as the strong sign of the future.
Despite all these
I have a simple choice
I prefer
self chosen path
And calm down with a deep breath
death of loved ones
It always bothers us and takes
the high price of concentration
and develop blurred vision
Abd crashes the mission
I don’t get anywhere
and develop fear
Who should I trust?
So I consciously decide
Accept the shelter of nature
open everything there is
there is a lively atmosphere
and no one will interfere
I think here of sadness
That always shows up on the face.
Reminds me of the glorious spending of the past
I like it a lot but it’s annoying
I grew up under the shelter of my parents
So I didn’t have to bother
They took maximum care
And always cared for everywhere
i couldn’t act
Especially my mother’s face made me cry indeed
As a child, did I feel shy?
but failed to open up frankly
I wanted to cry openly
As everything was lost in the past sky
No one came to me with such kindness.
As I was in the background with the finances
Feelings don’t work here
Just a firm position and words play a big role.
Not only was I seen as the strict disciplinary
But kind human too
I never insult anyone
As my approach was the same and known
For me, everyone was considered an important
And that impression remained permanent.
I was forced to reveal
outside world about my feelings
That I was also a weak human being
even though I was considered powerful in the ring
I’ve done all I can
And in the future I would too
something worries me can take control
however, I will handle the crisis here.
On worldly affairs
i will be fair
and try not to be emotional
and keep it personal
I will surrender to the god
through prayers
and wait
belief with the words of gold
I have decided to carry my load
without anyone’s fault
my position has been made known
will be my sole responsibility
Hasmukh Amathalal Mehta
